FEEL SO SHIT AND IM TRYING RILL HARD TO FEEL HAPPIER BECAUSE I HAVE NO REASON TO BE SAD RIGHT NOW BUT IM REALLY DISJOINTED AND LONELY AND IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE AND ITS IRRATIONAL AND I DONT LIKE IT I LIKE KNOWING WHAT IM FEELING AND WHY IM FEELING IT BECAUSE IM THE ONE THING I HAVE CONTROL OVER EXCEPT I DONT AND GAH
So, kid, you’ve got to live,
and not just that stoic existence you’ve
been stomping trough all this time.
You’ve got to be kind,
you’ve got to fall in love,
fall out of love,
no matter how much it hurts
because my god,
it’s worth it.
Don’t let the world turn you to stone;
you’ve got to feel.
your heart will threaten
to march right out of your chest
because you’re so fucking full of it all-
of the people,
the endless days,
the eternal nights-
and kid, that’s fine.
Courage isn’t measured by the
number of people you’ve turned away
or by the counts of the nights you’ve
spent alone because you refuse to
give someone the chance to love you.
Being alone is not poetic;
you’ve got to let them in.
Let them peel back your skin
and waltz into your bloodstream
and love them,
And finally, kid,
your life has already begun.
Chaos is already underway.
The Sao Francisco Church, Brazil (x)
do u ever just feel like you’re constantly annoying someone every time that you even speak to them
do you ever have a plan for the day and suddenly it’s 4pm and you’ve achieved literally nothing
look at this cat he’s so happy with his leaf i think we should all be more like this cat